things i wanted to do with him:
learn to trust.
learn gnostic mass and perform with him.
study magick alongside him.
create art.
make musick.
etcetera.
learn how to smash old patterns for new.
(that does not include using me as your experiment while attempting to be less of abusive, verbally and emotionally. and the passive agression has worn me out. again).
burning.
owie!!!
aflame....
cool it off with nice thoughts for my future.
looks bright, need sunglasses.
see me.
star shine.
one.
womanimal.
wounded.
in love.
"love is the law, love under will."
v^v***


***this diatribe will go on until fully purged